Today I dyed my hair brown. It's strange looking the way you're meant to look. I've had bright coloured hair for the past three years because I don't like to be like everyone else. It's not that I want everyone looking at me, drawing their attention, it's so I feel like me. It makes me happy to look and see I'm different. It gives me my own world and nobody else's problems. It's kind of hard to explain.

But for awhile I've being dithering over whether to just give in. To let it go. I don't feel I'm to old for bright colours, I just want a break from them.

I look in the mirror and it's different, it's weird, but I kind of like it.