So at the end of term we have to do a son et lumiere, a sound and light show. We're not allowed to use any actors or projections and are restricted to one small prop.
For mine, I am working on the idea of opression. Of your life being control by a small group of people who you never see. You are keep in a grey walled room, and are watched at all times. You are told what to do everyday, and if you rebel in even the tiniest way you are killed.
It is kind of a cross between the new series of lonelygirl15 and George Orwell's 1984.
Right now I'm finding it hard to find music and sound effects to use. I hope that I find something soon otherwise this may fail.

I also have to finish making my costume for friday, which I don't think I will be able to do.

I can see myself failing college again and for once I actually care.

missing people

I never used to miss people. I've missed so many lately. It's such a waste of time and it hurts. I dislike it.

crashing rooms

Hexachording is so fun, lol

crazyness

I carried one of those circular, wooden bins from college, on the train and through town to my friends house yesterday. I was tempted to go as far as putting it on the seat next to me, and asking if it was alright every now and then but I thought that would be going a bit too far. People thought I was crazy. It was in the name of art, so it's fine, but I let them assume I had just escaped from the metal hospital.

I believe that if you care what people think, you will never do anything in your life. If you act normally, wear exceptable clothes, and just behave, you will fade away. You will go through life as a pawn, somebody nobody really thinks about. I am the way I am because if I wasn't I would just be bored. People may think I'm crazy, but I'm just making life exciting. I don't want to ever regret that I didn't do something because I thought people would think I was strange. At the end of the day, I will never see those people again and so what they think becomes irrelevant whether I care about it or not.